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Friday, February 16th, 2001
10:05 pm - 10 Days pass.. since my last entry...
I have been SO fucking busy it is impossible! No life what so ever! I cannot believe it ! Me? I used to have such a busy life style ...no more.. guess am getting too old!

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Tuesday, February 6th, 2001
11:51 pm - Migraine is pounding...
Pounding... I ear knocking.. I ear knocking, but nobody at the door ! Oups it's in my head! Shit! Shit! I DO NOT like migraines! I get them once or twice a year but that's all and when I do get it.... Whatch out .... they are terrible! Luckly it is on my day off, So I don't have to suffer more then I have to right now! I took two Tylenol Gel caplets, but they aren't has effective has my usual Motrin ! I left the water in the tub just in case, that it does not go away during the night! What's worst then a migraine when you want to sleep and you just cannot sleep? I dunno .... but I know that it is VERY painfull and frustrating ! I don`t like to be sick, not to be in control of my body! My dad has a lump and it will be looked at see if it is cancer! Shit! Shit! I LOVE my dad! What if something happened to him ? What will my mom do ? I am SCARED and fed up of being sick, people around me being sick ! I love myself and love gord and my familly! I don't want to loose them!

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9:31 pm - I WAS so busy today!
I did a lot of stuff including, health insurance, licence renewal, grocerie, bank etc... I had a headheach this afternoon, but then again it shows that I do have a head since that the headheach was there! I am SO burned out from work! Unreal! I was hoping to have a little bit of a breathing today, but this ain't happening! I was running like a chiken! Tired ! So tired!

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Saturday, February 3rd, 2001
1:18 pm
Well... Alot happen to me in the past week! I got into a taxi accident! The taxi driving me home was hit by my friend's taxi, since we had seperate taxis. I am o.k. no arm done but shaken up is more the word to describe what happened to me! So I see a change in me ! I am FEED up to be stepped on... NO more! ! ! ! !! ! !

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1:11 pm - This is who I am ! For REAL! ! ! !
FULL NAME: Chantal Denise Morin
NICKNAME(S): Chantally, Spiky,
BIRTHPLACE: Longueuil, PQ
CROUTONS OR BACON BITS: Croutons
FAVORITE SALAD DRESSING: Creamy Caesar
DO YOU DRINK: Never
HAVE YOU HAD YOUR APPENDIX OR TONSILS REMOVED: No... I don't think so...
SHAMPOO OR CONDITIONER: Finess
HAVE YOU EVER GONE SKINNY-DIPPING: NEVER... too shy for that!
DO YOU MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE: No arm done.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONVICTED OF A CRIME: I wouldn't be alive if that would be the case, my dad would of killed me first!
ONE PILLOW OR TWO: Two and even four at time, when I can steal my boyfriend`s pillows!
FAVORITE MUSIC: Moderm Rock, kiss, styx, led zep.,
DREAM CAR: I don't like to drive...
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR: Neon 1998.
FAVORITE TOOTHPASTE: I would say, Colgate Tartar control.
FAVORITE FOOD: Cheese, Poutine, potatoes and Roast Beef.
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENT(S): Sometimes, not always...
FAVORITE PLACE TO CHILL IN: In a remoted area, La Tuque (Qubec)
FAVORITE PLACE TO VISIT: La Tuque (Qubec)FAVORITE ICE CREAM: Sobet; Orange Flavor
FAVORITE SOFT DRINK: Spruce beer or ginger ales.
FAVORITE TYPE OF FAMILY GAME TO PLAY: Trivial pursuit
WHAT IS YOUR BAD TIME OF DAY: morning, I am a night person;
FAVORITE TIME OF YEAR: Autumn
ADIDAS, NIKE, REEBOK: Addidas appearal and Nike's Shoes.
FAVORITE PERFUME OR COLOGNE: Calvin Klein; CK One
FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Law
LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Physic
FAVORITE TV SHOWS: Survivors ; Watatatow; Cops; America Most Wanted
FAVORITE MOVIE YOU HAVE SEEN RECENTLY: Let me think...
FAVORITE MOVIES OF ALL TIME: The Negociator ; Christmas Vacations and Planet of the Apes series
FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK: I am a boring person; don't drink at ALL!
FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH: Formula One racing
ANYTHING DIFFERENT ABOUT YOU: Well... Diffrent is a relative word that can be discussed for hours... So let's not go there huh?
SAY 1 NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: She is a great friend of mine and will always be in my heart... You rock buddy! You know who you are...right ? .

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Sunday, January 28th, 2001
9:27 pm - SURVIVORS II .... The legend continues!
YOUPPI! ! ! ! ! Tonight is SURVIVORS II Night! Youppi! I have a preference for the big winner! I hope that correctional officer win ! Or perhaps the Police Officer! Or maybr the army guy! The army guy was born in Canada! Somewhere out West! In about 30 minutes.. the countdown is on! This is my FAVORITE show this year!

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5:37 pm
Today I went to Sears and has the worst time of my life, I felt SO terrible to have went there! I wanted to put something on my Sears account and because I didn't have a driver`s licence they didn't wanted me to do so! Well, I am SO fed up since this is the first time it does happen to me ! I just was out of my mind pissed off and not believing it ! So I sent and emiail and requested an excuse from them since that i felt my intelligence was insulted! That's it for now ! What a FUCKED up DAY!

current mood: infuriated

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Saturday, January 27th, 2001
10:53 pm - Ok. this is working and it's scary! hee! hee!
I don't usually have facility with internet stuff usually but find this thing SO internet friendly! I can actually believe that I am good with internet! hee! hee!

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10:50 pm
My Web Page!
I did a link to my web page to see how it worked!

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Friday, January 26th, 2001
1:54 pm
This afternoon, sucks ..., even if I got a package in the maill from Yves Rocher, beauty products and such... It does feel good to have something to make you feel better or look better! God knows i need it! LoL! Well, I gotta go to work soon. Work isn't so bad lately, has long has I have my meds., I'm alright!

current mood: annoyed

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9:50 am
Well, today is another day, I woke up at 9h30 am and was still tired. Perhap because I sleept eleven hours and I am over tired? Or perhaps, I worked seven days in a row? Either way, I am pooped out of my sockets! Here things are good for me, but I am very tired! I have been very tired from work lately! There is a lots of changes and incertainty is always scary! LoL! But i'll be ok. dookie!

I am hoping to find something else VERY similar to what am doing right, since it is something I would truely love to do for a long time. It is rewarding and challenging two things I love to do! Anyway, I am bored right now and just rambling... I will see you later ... alligator!

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Thursday, January 25th, 2001
10:29 am
Today, I am SO proud of myself! I did some exercise! I stoped for a while and started again today! it wasn't much but at least I started again... I plan on doing it regularly every other day for now ... just so that I don't get overwhelmed! I am SO very happy and proud of myself!

I am in pain right now, because of that dammed surgery... but that's o.k. pain is the source of all fears, and will beat that fear either way! LoL!

current mood: accomplished

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Tuesday, January 23rd, 2001
7:24 pm
I am SO bored right now! Well, I had the day off today so it was kinda nice to chill a little bit... We still have a lot to unpack... but that's o.k. because, it`s not like a lot people come to see me anyway! LoL!

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10:30 am
So I worried for nothing! Zippo! Actually someone complimented me with my speed at typing, and i was very impressed by it! it kinda boosted my selfesteem I felt much better after that! But why do I need others agreements or acknowledgement that I am doing good ? Why can't I keep my selfesteem high and not WORRY about what others will think of me ! I am so sick and tired of worrying! Well, Today I am off work so I guess I can have a breather and relax for a change right? Yeah right! LoL! I know me and will find something else to worry about ! Not worried about it... I'll find something! Have a good day!

current mood: annoyed

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Sunday, January 21st, 2001
10:38 pm
Me again! LoL! I guess I am addicted to that Live journal thingny! I gotta go to bed soonish or I will be crancky again tomorow! Good night and have sweet dreams good luck for work tomorow! I believe in myself ... right?

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10:37 pm
I see others at work, and notice that there is others that are not so good, I mean others that are worst then me... SO why am i always worried about how to do my job? I mean, why can`t i give myself some credits and feel like a good worker? Why I just can't be happy in doing things that I do? Why am I so affraid of crutisizum? Why am I so affraid of negativity? Why ? Why I just can`t allow myself to be me and allow myself to make a mistake...
I was thinking today that I feel nervous when people are around me and checking up on my work! It is a start... Now I have to learn to allow myself to be good and make mistake is alright! Right? Yeah I guess so! LoL!

current mood: Still nervous

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10:32 pm
I try to relax a little bit and not to think about a lot of things, but it ain`t easy at time to do that ... I feel llike crap and feel like I hate this world! I feel like I need to relax, but at time I feel like the more I wonder how to relax, the more I stress myself to do so... So in fact, I am not relaxing, I am trying so hard... that I stress myself...

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10:29 pm
Tonight, I feel nervous... I don't really know why! I just feel like that
I feel very anxious, like a panick attack is about to come up...
I don't know why!
I am trying to learn to relax, but I don't know how!
I am so exhausted from work...
No wonder why I am so nervous!

current mood: nervous

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Saturday, January 20th, 2001
12:08 am
Tonight, I am SO tired! I am burned from working 14 days and one day off in around there ! I whish I could work a regular 5 days a week, 9 to 5 pm type of thing! But it is almost not availlable anymore! I still can dream right? Well... I am also getting very stressed out with lack of sleep and money! LoL! Two bad combinations for me! I am also and most of all cranky with my PMS stuff!

I always get like that with PMS approaching... I whish it wouldn't happen that way and that men would get a little bit out of it... since that we live with them! LoL! hee! hee! I am getting close to bed time so I must close for now!

current mood: cranky

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Thursday, January 18th, 2001
1:22 pm
Today I feel very tired... Am to top it all I am working tonight! But that's o.k. because tomorow am only working at 1pm, so I guess I can't complain too much! It could be worsed... I woke up this morning at 9am and went back for a quick snooze at 12h30 until 1h00pm.... It felt SO good to snooze a little bit. I also feel better because I got my loan pushed back a little since that I am starting to settle in from the move and all... Yeah I feel much better emotionnaly but physicly... I think it is PMS time

Yesterday I saw the show ... Temptaion Island.... Which I don't agree with ... still am a snoop and CANNOT wait for Survivors 2 to start! It will start on January 28th after the football game and according to my calculations... I should have the evening off! Can't believe it! YOUPPI ! Another day off ! Cool! Cool!

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